Saturday 8 December 2012

It's been a while

Sorry it's been a while. PHD and that! (It's now officially giving me chills I can say that!)

Things have been  awkward because James came back for a week. Well all in all with that, it's still complicated, but we want to be together. It was more awkward when Callum (from the last post) - who is now like my new Ash - kept texting me.

Basically here's a little run down:
Me and Callum went for dinner and we ok, shamefully, ended up in bed together - I know, James, but, we were so drunk - I know that's no excuse, but it happened. The morning after wasn't right, it was like waking up after sleeping with my best friend - and not in a good way like with James. We both agreed on this and decided that us being friends was for the best.

Then James came back for the week. We went for a drink and after ONE glass of red, what happened? Oh yes, I told him. He wasn't mad - he wasn't even upset - he explained why (and no he hadn't cheated on me) because basically he agrees we were basically broken up and he said after being with him for so long it must've been a relief - but to NEVER do it again. This I completely agree to and once more I love this guy!

My mum came back for a visit and she was back to her shit ways and basically said she was glad I 'wasn't with him' referring to James - then I had to explain, to her dismay, I was and we were working through life.

I've also, rather late in to the fad, jumped on to the Fifty Shades of Gray wagon and to be honest, it's terribly written in my opinion and I do think there was saucier things to read in a dictionary!

Well that's pretty darn basic, but besides that I've been attempting a PHD on things for too hard to explain at this moment - as sometimes I doubt even I know what I'm talking about when writing it!